在網上這裡點點,那裡擊擊,看到紐約的Modern Monk的Blog時,突然想看看他所寫的「我的好友」系列,第一個看的,是Regina。
Mmonk在最後寫道:
Two days ago, regina told me that VC (with whom i used to flirt in geography class) had passed away from leukemia. VC, who taught me how to bite my lips, was only 23.
好奇之下,再連到這名已逝去的人的日記網站,最後一篇--我相信,是她走之前不久寫下的--是這樣的:
大病中,呢一輪唔寫diary
thanks daddy同媽咪o既照顧
父母無私咁照顧我,完全地feel到,仲要忍我o既脾氣
亞roy都成日探我even佢好忙
看到這裡,突然感到很傷感。一切也很像很突然,這一刻,還在這裡,一剎那,就再也不在了,留下的,是存在於很虛無的網絡世界的文字...
總之,覺得很茫然,很無奈,很不好過。
還是睡罷。
life is… life is?
it was saddening to find out what VC has left in the virtual reality. although i have never met VC again after high school, i believe she’d tried to live her life fully every day. in the end, she could have all the love from people around her. perhaps that’s the merit of life.
有沒有去過呀咩吉場? 以前是一個患血癌的女孩子的網頁﹐現在已過身﹐但她媽媽仍然幫她繼續keep住個site。也是讓人很傷感。。。